it’s a wave<\/p>\n\n\n\n
dragging me under <\/p>\n\n\n\n
submerging everything in darkness<\/p>\n\n\n\n
struggling to breath<\/p>\n\n\n\n
hoping to come up for air again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
hoping to see the light once more<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s a circle<\/p>\n\n\n\n
of itching<\/p>\n\n\n\n
of scratching<\/p>\n\n\n\n
of pain<\/p>\n\n\n\n
of self-blame<\/p>\n\n\n\n
of hating yourself<\/p>\n\n\n\n
on loop<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s scratching <\/p>\n\n\n\n
till there is blood<\/p>\n\n\n\n
trying not to cry cause saltwater makes it worse<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s wanting to rip your skin off<\/p>\n\n\n\n
literally<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s cutting your nails down to the base<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s supposed to get better with puberty<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it did<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it didn\u2019t<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I can’t do it again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I just can\u2019t <\/p>\n\n\n\n
but I will<\/p>\n\n\n\n
the only option out is death<\/p>\n\n\n\n
but I don\u2019t wanna die anymore<\/p>\n\n\n\n
life is better<\/p>\n\n\n\n
life is good<\/p>\n\n\n\n
life can be great<\/p>\n\n\n\n
a lot of times it is<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s forgetting it can be again<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s shame <\/p>\n\n\n\n
an abundance of it<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s self-loathing<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s punishment<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s wanting to hide<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s so hard to talk about<\/p>\n\n\n\n
impossible sometimes<\/p>\n\n\n\n
this is me trying <\/p>\n\n\n\n
trying to let some of the darkness out<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s ugly<\/p>\n\n\n\n
therefore I’m ugly<\/p>\n\n\n\n
so much dysmorphia in just one body<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s getting advice from people you have just met<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s questioning everything you do<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s policing yourself<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s the choice of destroying your skin or <\/p>\n\n\n\n
your skin destroying you<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s trying everything<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s reading medical journals<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s spending money<\/p>\n\n\n\n
heaps of it<\/p>\n\n\n\n
trying to find relief<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s just a skin condition<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s depression <\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s stress<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s stressful<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s too much <\/p>\n\n\n\n
it’s being tired<\/p>\n\n\n\n
all the time<\/p>\n\n\n\n
<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s quite nothing<\/p>\n\n\n\n
it\u2019s everything<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Skye Ebner it’s a wave dragging me under submerging everything in darkness struggling to breath hoping to come up for air again hoping to see the light once more it\u2019s a circle of itching of scratching of pain of self-blame of hating yourself on loop it\u2019s scratching till there is blood trying not to cry cause saltwater […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":60,"featured_media":5140,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[20],"tags":[116,115],"class_list":["post-5139","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-schwerpunkt","tag-behinderung","tag-lambda-198"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5139","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/60"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=5139"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5139\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5142,"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/5139\/revisions\/5142"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/5140"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=5139"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=5139"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lambdanachrichten.at\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=5139"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}
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